Healing After Betrayal: When You're Hurt, but Still Choosing the Relationship

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Healing After Betrayal: When You’re Hurt but Still Choosing the Relationship

By: Brielle Aquino, Master Level Clinical Intern

Sometimes, the people who we are closest to hurt us the most. Betrayal can take on many different forms. While most might think of infidelity first, betrayal can also mean:

dishonesty,

abandonment,

broken agreements,

violations of boundaries,

and many other painful events.

This pain can cut deep and leave lasting scars. A big betrayal can change a relationship forever. Trust may be broken, leaving you feeling unsafe and confused. You may grieve the relationship that you once had, that now feels different. But this pain can coexist with the love you have for them. Even through this pain, we can still want to feel a connection with that person and that can be okay! We may choose to stay because of how much we love them, but that doesn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt, or that you’ll forget it happened. The question is, how do you heal when you’re still choosing to stay?

After a betrayal, you may experience doubt, sadness, worry, shame, or a whole rollercoaster of emotions. It’s normal to be angry even though you’ve made the choice to stay. Choosing to stay does not mean that what happened was okay, and healing is not about forgetting what happened. What you do after a rupture is what is really going to make a difference. Healing is really about rebuilding something different, something better, and deciding what you want that to look like. While this time might look different for everyone, there are a few areas which become especially important when someone chooses to stay in the relationship. These are not quick steps to rush through, but processes that time should be spent with to help with intentional healing.

Understanding what happened: It’s important that once a betrayal happens, we understand exactly what happened, and why. Without this clarity, unanswered questions can linger and keep you stuck in doubt, causing you to fill in scenarios with your own fears. Asking questions and understanding why something happened can help us to make sense of the rupture, and figure out what the next move is. Once that’s done, you can ask yourself: “now that I understand the situation, what needs to change so that this doesn’t happen again? How can we use this to make things better?”
Reestablishing emotional safety and rebuilding trust: When a betrayal occurs, emotional safety and trust often leave for a long time, and it’s difficult to get them back. Rebuilding this area takes time and consistency, it’s a gradual process. This is not restored through words or apologies alone, actions often speak louder than words. Reliability, honesty, and care needs to be demonstrated again. Explore what emotional safety means to you now that things have changed. Ask yourself, “what do I need to feel safe again? What would help to allow me to trust them again?”
Boundaries: Choosing to stay and work towards healing does not mean that what happened was acceptable. The important piece to healing after a betrayal, is setting the boundary that what happened, can’t happen again. Healthy boundaries help protect emotional well being, and establish expectations for the future. This can also allow for a sense of control and self trust. Boundaries are not meant to punish, but to create safety and prevent further harm.
Time: Betrayal can be deeply painful, healing rarely happens quickly. Think of this rupture as a wound that needs to be taken care of and nurtured back to health. Even when there is a sincere apology and a genuine effort to repair the relationship, emotional wounds still need time to heal. There may be times when feelings of anger or doubt resurface, and that’s okay. Giving yourself permission to heal at your own pace in your own way is essential.

Healing after betrayal is not an easy battle. But with intention and support, it can be an opportunity to rebuild a relationship that is changed for the better. All of us at Owens Counseling & Therapy would be honored to help support you and work through this healing process after betrayal.

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